So I don't diet (duh). I don't do weight-loss efforts, because they make
no sense to me. Regardless of that, I've lost a considerable amount of
weight in the past two years, without intending to. And here is my list
of things that suck about that:
1. My clothes don't fit.
2. Money has been tight, so "just get new clothes" is not a viable
solution.
3. Getting used to my new body is weird. It's still my body, but it
feels weird, and I'm not sure I like having to reacquaint myself when
we've been such good friends all these years.
4. My *clothes* don't *fit* -- I haven't had that problem in years (I
was the same fat self all my adult life).
5. (This one I'm not proud of.) Nowadays, armed chairs and theater
seats and the like aren't issues that affect me directly, so I'm less
aware of them in general.
6. I get cold too easily for my taste.
7. Likewise uncomfy. That padding was there for a reason, and I liked
it.
8. People assume I'm doing something virtuous/right/healthy because I'm
thinner now, and they give me praise that irritates the **** out of me,
and makes me spend my precious moments telling them that I'm less
healthy now than I ever was when I was fat, and then having them
disbelieve me, which pisses me off yet again.
9. There's probably a nine. There's always a nine.
But my clothes don't fit! Waaaah!
End of whine.
serene
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