My normally so negative husband made a comment this morning which totally
shocked me. Over the last months he constantly told me how much of an
idiot
I am for having started smoking again after three years, how weak I am,
how
disappointed he is and how he is not proud of me. He didn't care that I
stopped smoking again. Neither was he very sup****tive.
-out of fairness I have to say that he did buy me a Wii game console under
the condition that I would save my non smoking money to pay for it
- he also installed the news group reader on my computer
so this morning he worked on my computer while I got ready and out of no
where he said: "as much as I was not proud of you, as much I am proud of
you
now" It took me a while to understand the meaning of it and I looked in
disbelief at him. Coming from him is strong, he hardly makes any
compliments. I think he saw my meter in the task bar or maybe I was just
blind and he was sup****ting me all along just never said anything.
Is he right, can he be proud again of me? YES, YES... he can.
HappyPolarBear
proudly announces the following:
three weeks, five days, 21 hours, 15 minutes and 2 seconds. 268 cigarettes
not smoked, saved $110.23 to pay for her Wii.
--
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too
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