I yelled, I screamed, I kicked....

but I didn't smoke.

I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
and 
do
this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to ****ing play anymore. Just
give me access to the internet I don't give a ****  how you do that.  I
need
access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
up is finally working again.

After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
felt
good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can.

HappyPolarBear
/me proudly announces the following:
/me proudly announces the following:
two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not
smoked, 
saving $73.86.
---- 
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too