Yeah me, two hours away from 4 days

I can't believe that I actually made it more than three days.

I had a very rough time this morning, where I almost ended up smoking. I 
woke up in a pissy mood, nothing was right for me. Husband messing up the 
whole house and when I said something he just answered back "you are just 
like this because you quit smoking. If it makes you feel better just go
and 
smoke." --- daaahh that is helpful.

I didn't give in (thanks to Stephanie) I pulled through and my day got 
better even so I wasn't smoking.

I went for a run but was very disappointed after. My main reason for not 
smoking was to improve my cardio. But today, I had to stop after half hour

jogging. My lungs were just hurting and I had a hard time breathing. That 
was my worse timing I had for a long time. Result of four days not
smoking? 
I don't know. But I know that the last thing I wanted after the run was 
smoking.

Than I had a nap meanwhile hubby made nice lunch.

Now, the day is almost over. My house is cleaned and sprayed with all kind

of nice smelling stuff all over the place. Can Polar Bears smell? /me 
sniffing around to find snow balls smelling like vanilla. --- hmmm lets 
check Lynn's freezer. LOL

As always after I finished all the chores I feel like having a smoke as a 
reward. But not this time. NO I will not smoke. HELL NO! (love you AZ)

AZ --- does tomorrow counts as a day? LOL (otherwise there is not a single

day without a Y)

PolarBear
-- 
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too
Three days, 22 hours, 2 minutes and 36 seconds. 39 cigarettes not smoked, 
saving $16.06. Life saved: 3 hours, 15 minutes.