I Will do it this time

it is almost a week,as of a couple of hours form now since I quit smoking.
A 
week ago if you had told me I would be able to quit and stay quit I
woudlnt 
have believed you. Now I would.i an at the point where I useally **** up.
I 
am not gonna **** up this time. I am not scared of blowing it just because
I 
usually do at this point. I am cautious however,but just because I have 
blown it before doesnt mean it is inevitable that i do it this time. I am 
tryin  to take it one day at a time an not get into the future. because yu

see the thought of forever overwhelms me and so I need to just live in 
today,this 24 hours.and tomorrow I will do it all over again. Yay,I dont 
smoke!!! Im tickled to death that i dont. I am truly enjoying it. Other
than 
a couple craves which usually occur first thing in the mornings I havent 
wanted to smoke. I know that the morning ones will pass eventually. just 
takes time.I also struggle at work with wanting to smoke during slow 
times,cause its what i did to help make time go by faster and it is harded

to distract myself. but this too shall pass. i gotta remembr I quit for 2 
days shy of 3 months last summer.If I did it then I can do it again.
 Becky
 with gratitude.
 I dont smoke. smell liek soap instead of smoke.
Six days, 22 hours, 44 minutes and 9 seconds. 347 cigarettes not smoked, 
saving $31.09. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55 minutes.


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I'd rather be 45 wi****ng I could smoke,than 65 and wi****ng I hadn't