Last night I finally configured 'Agent' to use for newsgroups/email.
The first thing I did was download 'ALL HEADERS'. I got close to
500,000 headers dating back to early 2003. I spent the entire evening
reading the old posts. Saw a familiar face there in the group during
my own struggles in 2003/2004....YOU!! And you're still here, lady!
That shows right there that you really do want to quit and you know
that this group can help you. I know you're lurking, sweetie.....I
did that a lot myself when I was between quits. I also know that
you'll eventually want to come out and give it another try. I always
felt like crap whenever I busted a quit. But I finally got tired of
the 'cycle' and gave it up for good. I know you'll do it again, too.
You're going to find that freedom that so many of us enjoy as a
non-smoker. It's so much easier to stay quit now. UGH!! I'm not
very good with words here....but I guess you just have to learn to
LOVE yourself more than those little white doggie dicks (thanks,
Wheeler!)!! I'll be watching for ya, lady.....I know you're gonna do
it when you're ready to.....
Sally
VOF
