Hey,
So today my DH worked at home in the morn. I went and ran errands,
came home, and was pleasantly surprised to find a quiet house. He
left a note saying he took the kids to WC to some museum.
So why do I feel guilty for wanting to take a nice bubble bath, put on
a chick flick, do some self lovin', and relax, instead of cleaning the
house?
I really don't know if it is me or him that is making me feel I answer
to him and that he will be disappointed when he returns to the house
the same as he left it.
Damn I hate feeling this way. It tarnishes my little joys. I don't
know how to get rid of this ugly feeling as much as I try. And I have
been trying, really, I have.
Ugh, I hate these mind roadblocks I have.
Thanks for listening guys.
Vickie
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