Vickie wrote:
> On Dec 26, 2:37=EF=BF=BDpm, Erin <squig...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> > Here is my New Year's Wish!
> >
> > I wish i wish i wish, and i hope with all my heart
> >
> > that I NEVER SEE MY HUSBAND AGAIN,
> >
> > whatever it takes.
> >
> > Please *********** stay where you are and never
> > come back. =EF=BF=BDThat would make me so happy and
> > we would both be free.
> >
> > Erin
>
> I am not a p-doc or therapist, but it sounds as though you have moved
> from the mourning faze into the anger faze.
> I wish I could tell you if you are moving forward or backward in
> this. Hopefully forward.
>
> Vickie
He just left. I wish it were not painful for me. But I do feel
that if i don't see him, i will recover. I just can't believe
he's done this to me. It's so unlike him, and he could have
asked me to go with him-- i am his wife. Don't husbands
spend the holidays travelling with their wife and their family?
It's so weird and painful at the same time. At least if his
dr. had said something to me -- like, he's got cancer, you're
going to die soon, he has to split from you, but nothing,
nothing from nobody. And from him, gifts and presents and
promises and hopes to reunite and that he loves me and
always will.
So, i have a communication problem coming from THEM,
not from me. I am willing to accept an unconditional,
firm statement. They are the ones who are either silent,
vacillating or more confused than I am. At least,
I can say, yes i love hiim and I want him to be my
husband as he was before this med-crackdown or
head injury he had, ba****ng his brains out on the
floor over and over again. MRI? No way. But his
uncle who is a nurse said he should have one.
Erin
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