I have been at my new position for 2 months..and the headaches have
come back. I didn't want to tell anyone. The first few weeks were
fine..and then boom...they came back. I think I may have to see a
social worker. I am all uptight and frustrated because I actually
like the work but still feel under pressure not being able to get
everyone done. I like to be caught up. I know in most jobs people are
always busy and never caught up. Well..at the beginning I was caught
up...and now that I have learned everything I am extremely busy. My
head is acting up and I am very frustrated...and wondering if I should
have even taken this position. Damn it...I get angry..I get sad...I
just don't know what to do. I hate feeling this way. I actually had
a pit in my stomach this morning and got teary eyed this afternoon
when a someone asked if I had done something and it was finished.
They didn't see me get teary eyed....luckily. I also have my period
and am going through menapause so that and my hormones are making me
awfully dramatic with all of my feelings....anyway...thanks for
listening...I may or may not check in...becuase I might not want to
see responses. see? that doesn't even sound like me either.
