Or perhaps you could benefit from a very large dose of compassion...ya
think?
--
Daisy
"Human_And_Animal_Behaviour_Forensic_Sciences_Research_Laboratory"
<Human_And_Animal_Behaviour_Forensic_Sciences_Research_Laboratory@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
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> HOWEDY nooner,
>
> Sounds like you need anti psychotic medications and long term therapy.
>
> "Noon Cat Nick" <chatdemidiSPAMBEGONE@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
> news:rlU8k.227109$yE1.10886@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
> >> I've lost my mother and five RL friends in the past ten years. The
> latest
> >> I found out about less than a fortnight ago.
> >>
> >> Sometimes, though, I forget.
> >>
> >> I'll read or hear something, or think of something, and I'll say to
> >> myself, "I should remember to tell that to N---- the next time I talk
> >> to...no, wait, N---- died some years ago."
> >>
> >> In that same period of time, I've lost three cats. Still, I forget.
> I'll
> >> look in the back yard or out the window for one of them, and then
> >> remember, "No, Simba/Christian/Bijou has been gone for X years."
> >>
> >> It's been happening more often recently. After finding out Gina died,
I
> >> think to talk to my mom about it, then recall that Mom's been dead
for
> >> almost two years. Or I'll feel strongly the need to talk to Gina
> about it,
> >> then right away feeling ridiculous because Gina is never coming back
> >> either.
> >>
> >> Those moments for me are terrible to endure. To think a loved one
still
> >> alive and then suddenly remember they'd passed away long ago...in
those
> >> moments, that loved one is more alive than they ever were, and at
> the same
> >> time more dead then they will ever be.
> >>
> >> I'm afraid to sleep anymore. My dreams are filled with those moments
> >> nowadays. Then I wake up, and everything I see is one more thing I'm
> going
> >> to lose.
>
> Jerry Howe,Re:
> Director of Research,
> Human And Animal Behavior
> Forensic Sciences Research Laboratory,
> BIOSOUND Scientific,
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