That was the hardest thing that hit me when my son died, I was supposed to
protect him and I failed...I look at it differently now but back then I
blamed myself for his accident for a very long time. I know it wasn't my
fault now, but then it was just something I had to deal with.
--
Daisy
"Liliana" <xena.w@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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May 23, 9:12 pm, "Daisy" <sweetdaisy67...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> Hi Liliana, James' headstone sounds beautiful and something he would of
> wanted....he must of been a very talented young man and I know you miss
> him
> terribly. On Busters headstone I had a computer engraved with Acme
Online
> printed on it, that was a bulletin board he operated up until the day he
> died, and the words "Time stands still" one of his favorite Rush songs.
I
> understand how you feel, but I also feel the love he had and still has
for
> his momma. They will always be our little boys won't they? (((hugs))
>
> --
> Daisy"Liliana" <xen...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > This Sept. it will be 10 years since James died. I am only now
> > completing his plaque which will be placed on his crypt soon. I
> > picked out 2 pictures. One of his picture done on high school
> > graduation and another a picture of the way he looked when he
> > died..... I had a picture he had drawn of a sunrise, done in
> > ****celain to put beside the pictures and also I wanted his signature
> > duplicated in bronze below the picture he drew. I have not yet seen
> > the plaque. I dread going, and keep putting if off. I told them not
> > to put it up until I see it. I feel like I am going through the
> > funeral again, in making all these arrangements. I probably should
> > have done it immediately when I was still walking around like a zombie
> > that first year...... but I didn't.
>
> > I think of you all......I see that Daisy has posted for the new
> > members... like Daisy.... I wish the newly bereaved strength and
> > peace, and know that you are not alone in your suffering.
>
> > Liliana
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Daisy,
Thank you for your kind thoughts. Although James was 24 when he died,
he still lived at home, our routine was unchanged since he was little,
and yes I always saw him, and still see him as my little son... who I
wanted to look after.
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