I am sad today, as I am most days, as the anniversary of my nieces death
gets close. It was a happy time last year, she was excited about prom,
turning 18, my daughter's upcoming wedding, her highschool graduation,
getting ready for college and making plans for the summer.
For most people life has gone on , her friends have moved on ( i know they
still care and hurt) but their lives kept going. Some have gone on to
college , some have gottem married, her best friend had a baby, I don't
resent them at all. I just feel sad that Jenny will always be 17 in my
mind.
Not an adult but not a child.
She died on my daughter's wedding day, we got the news in between ther
ceremony and reception. She was supposed to be maid of honor. I remember
waiting for her and being angry that she and my sister were late and
possibly not be there in time.
I wish that May 12 would hurry up and pass.
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