My mother died on May 1, 2006 of ovarian cancer. She was 70 years old but
despite the surgery and chemo passed away after only 6 months. At the time
of her death she was lucky to have many of her loved ones by her bedside
including my dad, my two brothers and sister and their partners.
I miss her so much that it hurts. My heart is totally broken. My mom was
my best friend and loved me like nobody else ever had or ever will.
That's
not an easy love to replace.
I seem to be having a tougher time than the others accepting her death.
It's just so final. I know we will be reunited one day in heaven, but
that
seems so many years away I cannot imagine a future without her.
I just wanted to make these few comments to the group. Your all so
comforting to each other, it has helped me many times just to read your
posts. Thank you all for sharing you pain. It does make a difference.