Re: dealing with grief/LeeLu/Josh's Mom

I think about my son every day. The only thing I have of him is the
suicide note he wrote,A police re****t saying where they found his body,
A death certificate from the funeral home & a autopsy re****t plus 2
funeral photos & I carry all that in a pouch around my neck. My other
sons took it hard. I'm pissed off because they were going to go on the
word of a man that killed his own wife & son & admitted to killing this
old woman before his wife & son. Homicide detectives were putting in my
son's head about conspiracy to murder & unless you're a harden crinimal
you get scared & my son was. Last few days were hell for him. I been
lurking in suicide groups ever sense he died. Don't know why because I'm
not suicidal