Hello everybody, I don't feel like spending many lines in describing the
condition I find myself in, and the reasons that led me to look for an
end as the only way left to stop it, rather, I'm leaving this post to
hopefully receive some information I need in order to abandon life in
the way I would like to do it. The step is undoubtly a hard one, and I
would like to do it in what I consider the "softest" way among those I
could think about. My condition is such that the unavailability of what
I'm looking for (medicines) will only force me to opt for a different
(more "violent") method. After all, since I wasn't given the chance to
live a healthy and happy life, I think I'd deserve to at least have the
choice to decide how to go out.
More in detail, I'm looking for sources to buy baribiturics and sleeping
pills from, and the indication of which medicines are supposed to work
better. Instructions on dosages and how to use/combine the medicines are
very welcome too (I've already read some stuff about, anyway). I know
the basic steps (1- anti-vomit pills, 2- alcohol/soda, 3- sleeping
pills, 4- and bariturics, eventually), and I've met
a few names so far (Vesparax, Pentothal, Pentobarbital, Oxazepam,
Darvon, Nembutal, Secobarbital, Seconal, Butalbital...) but I'm not sure
about which ones are the proper medicines, and which ones are available
somewhere over the Internet (or elsewhere). Again, any kind of help
and/or information is welcome, especially on where to buy things from.
As a short note, I want to thank in advance anyone who'll offer me his
help and show understanding for how unbearable life can be made by
certain health problems. I'd say I hardly believe I ended up the way I'm
currently forced to live in, but that's what happened, and that's all.
It's sad what a life can turn into, and how a person may come to desire
his own death, but, as a last choice, things make me feel "happy" for
having such op****tunity left.
Greetings, Raffaele
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